Renaudin Mary - Frei Drang

A walk inside... Part 2

Part 2 WORDS TO HEAL

This serie is not just a serie of painting. Indeed, this work is more like an installation, then each painting is linked to own text of songs and own melodies -except for three of them "Trueness", "Tendresse" and "Obvious", which are each linked to three "melodies" on the piano.

Moreover, this installation is about privacy, intimacy even.

1- Indestructible Wings
2- The Colors of the life
3- We never give up love
4- All I can do
5- I have lied to you
6- 'Cause the music is like colorful Rainbows
7- Plus de mots (No words anymore)
8- Crumbs of a Heart
9- Crumbs of a soul

n°1- Indestructible Wings



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1- The day was cold/ I don't care/ You're not here/ I wish you were there/ No Idea/ What I should do of myself/ Can't stop thinking of you.../ REFRAIN 1 But don't you know/ That it's alright ?/ My wings are broken/ But I still can fly./ And don't you know/ How many hearts are still hopeless trying to believe in that/ In this pain.../ 2- You don't know/ How many times/ You wake up with just one wish/ That the loneliness gives you a chance for truth./ You don't know/ How much the absence/ Can kill us in our sleep/ Try to imagine/ You can never get it./ REFRAIN 2 But I'm here/ And I'm dreaming/ I'm lying to myself and I know it.../ And I can't blame/ Such a sweat dream/ To share the battle against the madness of the life/ 3- And you don't know/ How deep the pain/ That I feel inside/ No you don't know how strong I am/ Just let me time/ And I'll show you !/ REFRAIN 3 But you don't know/ That it's alright/ My wings are broken/ But I still can fly.../ 4- Why can our fears avoid us to have a life/ which wouldn't be fake and masks ?/ Why hide we the best things we could know/ just because of this rain of shaded tears/ just because of wounded fears ?/ REFRAIN 4 But haven't you heard ?/ It's all allright/ Because we don't need wings to fly/ Just dreams to escape the baseless fears/ No, we don't need wings too fly.


2- The colors of the life



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1- Don't want to give up/ The truth of my dreams./ And if nothing happens/ It's not for the worst./ Even if I'm lonely, even misunderstood/ Even if I'm bleeding, not longer in the mood./Too many people hear the truth of other/ But what is the truth/ If it's not yours ? REFRAIN 1
Don't try to be what you're not/ Don't try to see the life/ With the colors of other/ You're blind if you're thinking/ That it's alright to give up your soul to the common acceptance./ 2- Don't want to wear the mask/ That isn't really me./ Do you think that I'm lost ?/ Maybe I'm just aware of a life which you don't care./Even if it seems wrong/ The wrong way, the wrong decisions/ Even if there is nothing in me/ That you could understand/ Just want to hear my truth, my heart and my soul/ Quelle est la valeur de ton cœur/ Si tu l'abandonnes pour les mœurs./ REFRAIN 2 Don't try to be what you're not/ Don't try to see the life/ Whith the colors of other/ Don't try to hide your thoughts/ Your wish and the deep of what you're searching for/ You're deaf if you're thinking/ That it's not a big deal/ To forget yourself.../ 'Cause you never have to forget the colors of the life (x4)

3- We never give up love



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1- Hold me tight/ In the night/ I'm affraid/ Will you disappear ?/ I'm not sure/ To really see/ How you are/ In your duplicated mirror/ REFRAIN 1 How lost am I to cry ?/ What a fool of me/ To think that it would be easy.../ Our Hearts are beating in our chaste/ Our blood is pulsing in our veins/ And we still don't know how to fight./ 2- It's for me, it's for you/ The same trap, always « blues »/ Like the colors of your tears/ I think that I know you/ But ignore me/ You're to near/ So get away from me ! REFRAIN 2 And how could we learn to fly ?/ How foolish are we to never make a try ?/ Our breath is always on the watch/ Our skin is entire of desire/ And we still don't know how to love./ 3- The flowers of our fears will let us taste again the spring/ The tears of our hearts will tell us to always go further./ And our hearts are left speechless/ Wonder why they are here./ And our hearts are left speechless/ Why are they suffering?/ And the honey of the salt of our tears will give us back the taste of the lucky days/ And the voice of our souls will sing our cures in unison/ REFRAIN 3 How can we expect to fly ?/ How can we explain/ That we just never try ?/ And we don't care/ Wanna know each other/ We will try, will suffer/ We will cry/ But we will laugh/ 'Cause we simply don't want to give up love (x3)


4- All I can do



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1- I don't know what's going on/ I think that I'm about to lost my mind/ There are so many people/ Everybody is looking around/ No one is there/ We are all the same/ Same loneliness and same wounds/ Same Nights, same Nightmares/ REFRAIN 1 'Cause there is too much pain in this World/ There's so much we could do/ So many things could be better/ If we just try to change them/ And all I can do/ Is to think about/ How my heart seems to disappear...(X2)/ 2- I lost my name in the bitterness of my Heart/ And the darkness of the World is around me/ And never let me go!/ And I can't be blind/ Not anymore/ No I can't be so selfish.../ The thought of your arms, of your Heart and your warm/ It will never change the face of the World!/ REFRAIN 2 'Cause there are so many feelings/ So many words that I dream to say/ Just to forget how awful it's outside/ I dream, dream to change this World/ But I am not able to change myself/ and to stop thinking of you/ All I can do/ Is to think about/ how my Heart seems to disappear.../ 3- I just want to cry, you see/ I'm alone and that's ok/ But to see you drives me crazy/ To near you make me feel the pain/ 'cause there is just one beauty in this World/ To love and to feel/ I never want to give up this pureness/ This insanity to love so deep, that it just hurt./ REFRAIN 3 'Cause there is too much pain in this World/ There's so much we could do/ So many things could be better/ If we just try to change them/ And all I can do/ Is to think about/ How my heart seems to disappear..(X2)/ 4- There are so many things, so many other wounds you know/ I don't know how but somehow is my soul full of them/ The only thing I have is love to give/ So I don't want my Heart to disappear, no no I really don't want my Heart to disappear.


5- I have lied to you


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1- It isn't what you think/ I'm neither stupid nor selfish/ And all these words which I don't tell/ You will find them in the timbre of my voice/ So listen to it, listen to my voice/ Then this is the only thing, which will tell you/ What my heart and my soul are hiding./ REFRAIN 1 'Cause I have lied to you/ You know/ What I feel for you/ Three little words will never be enough to tell this truth/ 2- It's not so/ That I just care about myself/ No, no, I don't want to be or ever become so selfish/ But your presence drives me nuts/ And your absence makes me crazy/ I can't sleep if you're not around/ And I can't let my guard down/ Can't fall into sweet dreams when you're here/ REFRAIN 2 'Cause I have lied to you/ You know/ What I feel for you/ There are few words to describe this feeling/ 3- It isn't that I don't know/ That our World is sinking/ All these things that most of us are not seeing/ It's for me as I could just see them/ There is no truth anymore, nothing which we can really feel/ But my voice will tell you/ That I never want to let these feelings go/ REFRAIN 3 'Cause I have so sincerely/ So sincerely lied to you/ Oh you know/ This feeling, the way that I'm falling for you/ No, you don't see/ How much I'm hiding/ 'Cause I'm always lying to you...


6- 'Cause the music is like colorful Rainbows


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1- If you just see the grey of the life/ And the darkness of the world/ Is the only thing you know/ If it's just loneliness around you/ And you're scared of everything you do/ If you don't understand the world/ That you just want to close your eyes/ To become deaf to forget/ How much the blood is shedding around you/ REFRAIN 1 Then the Music is the best remedy/ That I've ever known/ It turns all of your suffering/ Into colorful rainbows/ 2- If the ghosts of your past/ Don't want to let you alone/ If the screams are your mind/ And your mind goes insane/ The pieces of your soul are just broken forward you/ And the silence of the Night let you alone/ With fears which aren't your own/ And the silence of your Heart/ Sounds like he's desperate/ REFRAIN 2 Then the Music is the best remedy/ That I've ever known/ It turns all of your suffering/ Into colorful rainbows/ 3- 'Cause when you don't know/ What to do, where to go/ Your life seems empty/ Just hopeless without any goal/ The sky is blue but your eyes are grey/ And the only color which you can see/ Is the darkness of your own soul/ If you don't know anymore/ Why you're here, what you need/ REFRAIN 3 Then the Music is the best remedy/ That I've ever known/ It turns all of your suffering/ Into colorful rainbows./ 4- So just sing a song/ A song from your childhood/ A refrain, a voice/ Let it go, let it go/ Calm down and breath/ Breath and sing/ REFRAIN 4 'Cause the Music is the best remedy/ That I know/ It will always turn all of the suffering/ Into the most beautiful rainbows.


7- Plus de mots (No words anymore)


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1- I have no words anymore, no voice anymore/ Only a body to dance all the feelings/ Simple gestures to love/ Timbres of voice, tremors/ A lack of self-restraint for these, which aren't you/ Written words to forgive/ I don't know what you think/ And nothing besides of what you say/ I don't realize my maladroitness/ Or is it just laziness?/ I try to keep all for me/ But you see/ doing this I forget my own faith./ REFRAIN 1 And I'm hiding myself/ I have no words, not a single sob anymore/ All that's left are the flesh and the skin/ And if the heart will survive me/ It is that the body will grow away from it./ 2- There are now only caresses to repair/ Then the rest is just broken wounds/ It's not strength what is leading myself/ It's faith, despair/ Patience where there is none/ That are my dreams which are always burning/ A liitle further and everyday/ My wings without feathers which are always torn in pieces./ Yes I know that I can't fly/ It's not one of the human abilities/ And I will also never learn to fly/ But what's the point of remind me/ Understand, I have only this believes./ REFRAIN 2 And I'm hiding myself/ I have no words, not a single sob anymore/ All that's left are the flesh and the skin/ And if my tears will not flow/ It's because the rest has already sunk and more than once./ 3- The more time goes and the more the words/ Appear transluent to me/ It's as I lose my consistency/ But even so, I strengthen when I give everything/ Nobody knows all the things that hurt/ The Nightmares and all the agitated nights/ This sweet rest, that other will have/ And which I'm missing so much/ I give you everything I have/ In my notes, in my voice/ In my colors and in my words/ In all what won't disappear./ REFRAIN 1/ REFRAIN 3 And I don't know anymore how tell you/ That I don't live in this world/ And if my heart will survive me/ That's because my lips will seal themselves.


8- Crumbs of a Heart



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1- That's maybe the last chance for me to show my heart/ And maybe the last chance for you to see into/ 'Cause there are too many words to say/ Oh how deep I want to try/ But there is neither something to say nor to do/ It's a fact that I love you/ But if you wait/ The walls which protect me will be thicker and thicker/ REFRAIN 1 But what are you waiting for ?/ Don't you know how it hurts ?/ Don't you know how many hearts are searching for this/ This pureless, this beautiful feeling/ 2- But don't get hooked by the games of my heart/ Don't believe that you are doing me any favors/ Then my heart is dying little by little/ Afraid to open up itself again/ Because my heart is afraid to tell you again/ That I love you/ And that youare the only one that I want/ And nothing of this will ever change/ Except when my heart will close itself/ REFRAIN 2 But what are you waiting for ?/ Don't you know how it hurts ?/ Don't you know how many hearts are searching for this/ This pureless, this beautiful feeling?/ 3- There are crumbs around me/ I don't know where they come from/ Seems like they are pieces of my Heart/ And it's rather strange to see how good we are/ To take flight when our hearts are getting too much involved./ I love you even if you don't know/ That it's the truth/ Say what you want/ Only I can decide who I want to love./ REFRAIN 2/ REFRAIN 3 And even if it hurts deep inside/ Don't you know how beautiful is love/ So beautiful, we may have wings to fly/ You're maybe blind but I don't want to become deaf/ No I never want to forget/ How strong it is to let your heart beat.


9- Crumbs of a soul







 

 

 

 


 


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